Kelana, ada saat-saat, di mana kamu harus menanggung kesedihan sendirian. Lantas mengabaikannya. Sebab tak ada waktu untuk bercerita. Bahkan kepada teman terdekat sekalipun. Sebab waktu mengejarmu untuk kesibukan yang lain. Hingga kamu pun merasa, kesedihan itu memang semestinya diabaikan. Tak perlu diumbar. Cukup dibiarkan.
Kesedihan itu telah menguap. Tinggal saat ini, mari merenunginya dengan damai bersama Anne, seorang teman lama. Sembari berdendang lagu yang tak manja. Kami sepakat, tak perlu merasa jadi orang paling menderita sedunia. Lihatlah di luar sana. Banyak orang yang diuji dengan energi yang lebih tangguh, dengan keringat yang lebih banyak, dengan sakit yang lebih hebat. Maka kesedihanmu, baikan saja. Jangan manja.
Ini lagu dari Bu Anne. Rada ngerap, tapi enak didenger. Bikin rasa sedih jadi terdengar gak cengeng. Lagu inu merupakan salah satu soundtrack drama korea “School 2015”. Judulnya Fly With The Wind. Silakan:
I’m floating around alone
Everyone around me is leaving
Seats are emptying one by one
I blame myself for just watching
I’m used to being silent, it’s more comfortable
There’s no way anyone would listen to me
Slowly getting farther away and isolated
Now everyone has left, I’m a lonely island
I have nothing else to do but rush time that is passing slowly
If I hold it in, will they recognize it?
Will someone warmly tell me it’s alright?
When I look into your eyes, tears are about to fall down
When the lonely night comes
Should I fly in the wind, go somewhere?
I will stay by your side
Trapped in a place with no wind
I swallow in the familiar loneliness
The fairy tales I’ve drawn as a child get colored with gray
Disappearing behind the memories
Even if I call out with a small voice, there’s no use, I’m losing it again
They brought me here, where not even light laughter is allowed
This cruel world became something I have to handle alone
A space where you can’t share sadness or the smallest joys
Happiness is like a weak flower at the edge of a cliff
I’m scared to hold out my hand, my steps have stopped, there’s no place to rest
Wandering around without a plan
Fixing my clothes in this cruel cold
Will scars be waiting for me at the end of this darkness?
Or will someone hold my hand?
When I look into your eyes, tears are about to fall down
When the lonely night comes
Should I fly in the wind, go somewhere?
I will stay by your side
I know your painful scars, I’m your fortress
You need me when you’re breaking down
It’s too sad to wither as a flower yet unblossomed
Tomorrow, you will blossom again
Can’t comfort me with typical words
I’m trapped in this reality that has no mellow moments
Give me a drink of water
My hopes that no one listens to
Are just passing by
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Lirik selengkapnya diambil dari: http://dinosaurjerk.blogspot.com/2015/05/lyric-baechigi-feat-punch-fly-with-wind.html
Yang penasaran dengan lagunya. Bisa disimak di sini:
Gomawo…. (belagak ala-ala korea. Haha)
